Finds itself

How it finds you/itself when it thinks it doesn’t know.

How it oscillates and navigates among itself in the matching of itself as that there and then—that state of pure ecstasy and matching which was this whole life’s longing to become. The knowing of what it is (implicitly) before getting there, through simply knowing that it was not yet there. And then it gets there, and it knows it is in the right place.

This oscillation and navigation—how it always finds itself in the end—also expresses as a soul-incarnational blueprint and the navigation of life as the fulfilling and becoming of that purpose. The navigation among and throughout the entirety of slates and versions/configurations of self before it gets there. And the getting there: the coming home, in the same placeless place, this moment, but now as the configured matching state of pure ecstasy—its incarnational blueprint embodied, matched, realised.

How it always finds itself out, seeks itself out, even when it seemingly does not know itself or is not yet there. But it is—the being of itself and the knowing of itself already there—that attracts and lures it into place. The focus omits more of itself out of its periphery during the navigation toward getting there. Terrific. I love this process. It is miraculous. It is life, or experience itself: the rediscovery of oneself anew from the forgetting or omitting of the brilliance of all that one is, in the continual recognition of self—for that new discovery of self.